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Friday, May 4, 2012

Crazy Energies and the Counsil of Seven


On Wednesday's “Channelings From the Divine”, The Divine Mother had mentioned that the next 6 weeks were going to be chaotic energetically. After experiencing a severe headache Wednesday night that knocked me out for 11 hours, foods I regularly eat disagreeing with me, followed by another 12 hours of sleep, extreme sensitivity to emotions (mine and others), and weird tinglings here and there, some felt like acupuncture, I decided to ask the “unseens” what was going on. First and foremost I (we if it fits you too) are not going crazy! Yay! And our bodies are not possessed (unless of course yours is in which I would regain possession, just saying ;) We are however changing dramatically inside. This is the information I received from the Counsil of Seven:

Dear ones,
There are many energetic shifts coming thru at this time. For many who are the front runners this energy is hitting you hard right now. These shifts are altering your physical vessels severely. Your 12 strands of dna are being fully activated. Energy centers that have been closed/blocked are being cleared and activated. Your brain is being rewired to enable the de~calcification of the pineal gland. You are transforming into a fifth dimensional being as we speak. With this comes physical symptoms such as exhaustion, inability to concentrate or focus, “seeing things” glimpses thru the veil (seeing ghosts, angels, colors, etc), change of diet, and extreme restlessness with life. It is necessary at this time for you to rest your body. SLEEP. This is what the physical vessel requires for this reboot. We know there are many of you who push your bodies and minds too hard and will fight this, with love we ask you to rest for your own comfort and ease of shift, for your body does require it...

During the next 6 weeks the energies will be shifting constantly and emotions will run high. For all of these energetic and physical changes to be made, the body must release it's toxins, including toxic emotions. Know that every being on this planet is going thru these cellular changes, be gentle with each other. If tensions run high take a few moments and breathe and think before reacting. You have that choice to react in anger and magnify anger energy, or react in love and dissipate it. This is a time when it is extremely important to find YOUR balance and take care of YOU first. You are here for a reason and you cannot be of service if you are in need of service.

In Light,
The Counsil of Seven

I hope this information helps you to understand the shifts that you are going through and by all means seek medical attention if necessary.

Namaste,
Kili Amma

Monday, December 19, 2011

St Germain on Sustainable Living and the 12+1


 Finally! This is the continued channel from 12/14/11 http://www.blogtalkradio.com/kili_amma/2011/12/14/channelings-from-the-divine St Germain came in in the last few minutes and had much to say. Please do listen to the show as well, the Divine Mother had much pertinent information for us as well. Also, there is a new page on my web site "Ascension Helpers" these are suggestions from the Divine Mother and other masters to help ease ascension symptoms http://www.kiliamma.com/Ascension_Helpers.html

St. Germain~

Dear ones, there are many shifts coming. Some that will be very uncomfortable and challenging. We don't like to emphasize the difficulties, but we do want you to be aware. The governments are shifting into a period of darkness, it is up to you to change this, through your thoughts, prayers, and actions. Now is the time to make the changes that are necessary in your ruing parties. This is the time for the way~showers to rise and start leading. The old ways are falling. There must be a change in the way the world as a whole are living. Beloved Gaia cannot continue to be pillaged the way she has been. She cannot take the strain anymore. This can be seen in the rise of earth activity, earthquakes, flooding, etc. The people of the planet must switch to a more sustainable living in order to survive. There are many other solutions to powering your homes and cars. It is time for you to demand this from your governments. They have the technology, have been stealing the information from those we have provided it through, be it electricity, electric cars, water cars, homes, gardening, many, many other ways...the information has been provided and is being provided again through the Indigo and Crystal be~ings. As you see these technologies come to light, it is important to begin implementing them. There are self sustainable homes that are built out of refuse, tires, glass bottles, plastic bottles, amongst other ingredients. In these homes, you can grow your own food year round, the plumbing is self contained, the electric source can be solar, wind or any other new “green” invention. These particular homes, usually referred to as earth ships are inexpensive to build and can run completely as you say “off~grid.” It is recommended that new homes are built in this fashion and as older homes deteriorate, their windows and other recyclable items are set aside for construction of these earth ships. We are not saying to go in and destroy your cities, we are saying that as time evolves, the cities a re rebuilt into these sustainable homes. We are recommending switching your current energy sources to the new ways, for the fossil fuels that are being used are not good for the environment, not to mention the fact that draining the planets blood is causing tectonic plate shifts that would not be happening otherwise. It truly is imperative that the oil addiction of this world is broken before harsher planetary shifts are set in motion.
Now is the time for the light workers communities to start forming. Many of you are meeting other light-workers that you were unaware of in your community. As you connect, you will begin to see the grand scheme of things. You will feel the strong connections and you will be activating. By activating, we mean you will be remembering your Divine Purpose, rediscovering your gifts and abilities and working together to create this new world. There are groups forming that we refer to as the 12+1. The 12+1 is a group of light-workers that are going to be the light anchors. They will be working both as a group avatar and as individuals. These light-beings are here to assist the entire planet to ascend and make this shift as "easy" as possible. Many are just waking up, but are on such an accelerated path they are being led to these groups to assist, learn, and shake the dust off the ones who have become stagnate on their journey so they can shine their light brightly. As the groups come together they bring forth information from the 12 tribes, and share their knowledge, making their power stronger. Those in the group may not make their living thru metaphysics, they may be the organizers of the new tribal systems, farmers, etc. But these be~ings of light are the way~showers... They will activate others who are still sleeping, but it will be a quick activation, almost like turning on a switch. What St Germain is showing me is a map of the world with many single lights shining, being joined by others, and intensifying and spreading, filling the world with light.
Dear Ones, we are so proud of you for making it to this point! The shifts in consciousness that you have already initiated are phenomenal! We are so happy and excited to see you raising your vibrations and regaining the knowledge of Who You Are! Call on us for any assistance that you may need, no matter how insignificant you may feel it to be. We, the Ascended Masters, Archangels, Celestials of the Light, and even the elementals are here to assist you. Ask for help, ask for guidance. You are Loved and Supported All~ways!

Namaste~
Kili Amma

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Ascension Symptoms my personal account


As you may know, I do a weekly channeling show on btr http://www.blogtalkradio.com/kili_amma/2011/11/30/channelings-from-the-divine after the show today, as I started to walk down to the beach I started to feel a little funky. Now during the channel today the Divine Mother had informed us about the more intense ascension symptoms that would be coming in as we get closer to the 12/12 gateway. It all seemed like the usual symptoms, chest congestion, sinus issues, hot flashes, etc. although she did say they were going to be more intense. Since I'm used to the symptoms and take them for what they are, I didn't think too much about it, I just figured it would be the same as usual or that for some the ones listening it may be more intense. Lol, not quite! I went back to my car and sat down, laid down really, across the front seat. I called on the Divine Mother “What is happening? Why do I feel so dizzy, weak, and absolutely on fire?” she smiled and replied “Beloved, this is what we were talking about when we said the symptoms would be more intense. Lay back and breathe.” Well, I can tell you, I thought I was dying! I could only lay there as these energies coursed through me. It felt as though my heart would burst, yet my pulse was normal. Sweat was pouring off me, I had already taken my coat off and it was only 50 degrees (F) out! It seemed the world was spinning, which was making me nauseous. I asked all of the unseens for their help to get through this. I felt the Divine Mother holding me, comforting me as I laid there. Then I started toning, first doing Ave Sa (Hail God) breath, breathing in on Ave, exhaling on Sa. That really helped to calm the heart area, as it's meant too. Then I started paying attention to what I was seeing energetically color wise. When it first started there was a kind of swirling rainbow, then as the discomfort increased it turned to a bright red that was flooded with white. After I called for help, the white increased then was mixed with emerald and violet. I focused on my breath and soon all I could see was violet. At this point I realized I had been chanting Om for a while, and continued on. After what seemed like minutes, and was really about two hours, I came fully back into my body (not really realizing I had left until that point). I stretched and walked around for a bit, to make sure I was ok, then went on my merry way. My body feels much lighter now and I can honestly say my heart has never felt so light and free!

~ Kili Amma
11/30/2011

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

The Awakening

Around the age of 20, I ended a 4 year relationship and took off for Cincinnati. For many years I was caught up in working for a living, making huge relationship mistakes and drowning my sorrows in alcohol along with other things. When I was around 27 I met a guy at work who was from California. He reintroduced me to rocks and crystals, which I am extremely grateful for. Somehow I had lost that connection to mother earth. When I was a kid, much to my parents dismay, I would always collect rocks while we were camping and hiking in Alaska. I guess when I dived into the 3d earth in my teens, I lost that connection. Anyway, after the relationship ended, I met a woman at work who taught me more about crystals and planted the seeds for my awakening. She was from a Native American background and brought me into a deeper study of crystals, clearing out stress with burning sage, and turned me onto some pretty cool books. He Walked the Americas had stories from Native American tribes about Jesus, not necessarily using that name, but the same being none the less. That kind of helped me to get out of my dogma. Love is in the Earth is still a book I use for references to crystal healing, very informative! Animal speaks taught me how to understand messages from the animal kingdom, such as hawk meaning you're about to get a message and cardinal could mean either get in touch with your feminine side or some one close to you is trying to get your attention. Through her I was introduced to Native American beliefs and practices, not to mention a very cool shop in Milford, Oh. called Spirit Wind. They had the usual, rocks & crystals, sage, incense, awesome native music, etc and an energy healer. I asked questions about the healings, but still being stuck in my Christian dogma, I was afraid of it (kinda funny looking back all things considered, lol). She also taught me about medicine bags and made me my first one. Our friendship faded due to drama at work, but I am ever so grateful for the seeds she planted!

When I was around 30, I had my first paradigm quake. I was a devout Christian at this point. Went to church twice a week, mainly for the music. I listened to Christian radio, watched and read Joyce Meyer, bought cd’s by Third Day, Rich Mullins, Counting Crowns. I was SAVED! Amen! Now I wasn’t one to wear skirts and all that stuff, actually I wore my Renaissance Costume there a few times (I was a wench, lol). I also carried a medicine bag and a few handfuls of crystals. Needless to say, it was a rather progressive church. Solely focused on God’s love, no fire and brimstone, no condemnation, just love and a rockin band.

During the sermons I noticed the pastor used verses from many different versions of the bible. Curiosity got me, so I went to the bible store and compared a few verses between versions and noticed some broad differences. That was when I started collecting bibles. I had to compare everything I read in several versions. Then I found the lost books of the bible. Most of what I read in there felt true, like love, joy. I knew in my heart something in me shifted. Everyday after I did my daily study, I would curl up in my big comfy chair to pray, Joyce Meyer told me I didn‘t have to kneel. I would calm my breath, try ever so hard to focus, and beg Jesus to make me his instrument, let me be his hands and feet, where ever you need me let me be there, and on and on…So one day I shut up and listened. Really listened. I knew I was talking to Jesus, I felt it in my heart. It took a bit to be able to still myself enough to hear, but I did. He would lead me to certain scriptures so I could learn the difference between what he really said and what the church/ruling parties changed in order to control the masses. That was a real eye opener! Everything he pointed out to me was about love, compassion and going within to contact the Divine. He showed me that every time one of the apostles would mention him taking a leadership role, he would tell him that’s not what he came here to do. There were several scriptures that he would draw me to that showed his disagreement with religions (sorry, over the years, I’ve forgotten the verses, one of the that comes to mind is when he went to the temple and overturned the money changers booths). Through this Jesus taught me “take what you need and leave the rest”.

I was still going to church through this time, taking what I needed and leaving the rest. My pastor  was awesome, you could see the Divine love in his eyes. If you’re in Cincinnati the church I went to was the Mason Vineyard on route 42. I would go to the big one in Tri- county just for the music, their band rocked!

When I was 31 I decided to open a flea market shop. I carried oil burners, oils, candles and holders, crosses, angels, dragons along with other knick nacks. While I was there I met an older man and fell for him hard and fast, talk about a soulmate reunion! Within a couple of months we moved in together and combined our booths for cheaper rent. He sold rocks, crystals and fossils. He followed Native American beliefs, well as long as it served him, anyway. I learned quite a bit from him so far as crystals went and he helped to make my foundations and shift my paradigm. While I was with him he introduced my to the pagan community, you can only imagine the mental freak out I was having as I listened to a wide varieties of beliefs that were not part of my Christian dogma. One day while I was alone at the flea market, I met a woman who had just started on a wiccan path. We talked for hours and she recommended a book called Witchcrafting by Phyllis Curott that told of the story of Lilith, the woman who was created before Eve, yet another story omitted from the bible. This of course got me searching other scriptures from other religions for Lilith because I needed confirmation. (If you are not familiar with Lilith, please google her). I started really studying other faiths at this point and began talking with my mate about opening a shop. He of course was leaning more toward that scary pagan stuff, I was wanting to have it as a place for all faiths including Christian since I was still in that mind set. That of course did not happen…

Not too long after that I took a vacation to Pensacola. While I was down here I found my way to the Earth Day festival and had my first aura photo taken. Keep in mind, I was still holding onto my Christian fears, but something made me do it ;) www.myauraphotography.net . Dale gave me a very interesting reading that was very accurate and got me more interested in metaphysics. They also had some interesting books and I purchased my first new age book 2012 You Have a Choice by Sri Ram Kaa and Kira Raa. Janis was selling the books and also had something called Egyptian Healing Rods, I was too fearful to try them (kinda funny looking back since I now own a pair and find them to be very effective). I started reading the book while I was down here, but didn’t get very far. When I got back to Cincinnati, I discovered that the guy I was so in love with had cheated on me and I decided I needed to start over. I was devastated, but now I know it was all about clearing some karma. So I moved to Pensacola mainly because my folks had a house down there and they let me move in. I spent the first week recovering from my heartbreak and reading that book. In it there was a section talking about manifestation and how your thought create what happens. At the time I was soaking up some sun on the beach, and I thought to myself that sound like bs to me. A few seconds later a flock of seagulls flew over and crapped on the book. LOL! That got my attention! I continued reading and doing some of the meditations in the book. When I finished it, I was starving for more information, so I went to the new age shop downtown. While I was there I got my first reading by Graybear, who was very accurate about my past, and as it turned out, my future as well. I also bought a ton of books, many by Ted Andrews, he was a great teacher, I highly recommend his books. I devoured everything I read and as I prayed/meditated on what I was reading, I got that feeling of joy and truth. (As a side note, since there wasn't a Vineyard church down here and my beliefs were shifting, I quit going to church.) And of course, as all of us who have just awakened feel, I had to share and help others to awaken and find their path. That was when I decided I would open a shop for people of all paths, pagan, Christian, wiccan, whatever. I wanted a place free of prejudice and filled with love. After a few months of searching, I found the perfect spot, cleared out my retirement and opened Indigo Skies…

Saturday, January 22, 2011

The Begining...

I’ll be honest, I’m a little nervous about starting this. I have procrastinated to the point my Divine helpers are about to get the 2x4’s out, lol! This blog is more or less the story of my awakening…

So  I guess I need to start at the beginning.  I didn’t realize the beginning meant the beginning of this lifetime, lol. I was born in Orlando, Fl. under the sign of Cancer (now Gemini). My folks unknowingly gave me 2 warrior names to go with my warrior last name.  Apparently I had changed my mind about coming here because I almost died right after birth. The doctors didn’t get all the mucus out and I got an extended stay in ICU, where I apparently decided I would stay and do what I came here to do.

When I was a kid I always “knew” things. I knew when my grandpa went into the hospital. I knew when one of my close friend drowned when we were 7.  I’d even just know about some big event on the news before it happened. Whenever I told my parents they would look at me funny and tell me I was weird or making it up. Sometimes they’d tell me not to say anything about it. Most of the time they’d just ignore it. It wasn't that they didn't care, they just didn't want to believe I could know things like that and they did not know how to handle it.

I never realized I was different from most kids until my friend Paul died. He was a good friend, lived 2 doors down from us. He had snuck out to go swimming and slipped on a rock and hit his head. His family thought he was in his room since he was on restriction. I don’t think they ever forgave themselves. Anyway, my mom and I were on our way home and I saw and ambulance turning at the stop sign in front of us. I screamed “Mom it’s Paul he’s dying!”. She tried to calm me down and tell me it wasn’t, but I KNEW. When we got home Paul’s dad and brother were on their way to the hospital and quickly told my mom what happened. We went inside and while later the phone rang to tell us he didn’t make it. I knew because he came to color with me one last time before he crossed. When we went to the funeral, I asked my friends if they had talked to him before he crossed, and they looked at me as if I were strange. That was when I learned that sharing things like that was bad, so, I quit talking about it.

When I was little I used to have really vivid dreams. Many of them were of dark pagan rituals. In the dreams I would fly out of the house and meet with a group of kids I never knew in my waking time. They were physical beings while I was traveling in my light body. Three of the boys were brothers and their father was the leader (priest) in the ritual. I would always “jump” into the younger one to protect him from the abuse perpetrated during these rituals. His spirit was in there too, it was like I was his shield. This went on into my early teens. I could never remember the “dreams” sometimes I would remember bits and pieces of it, but my mind blocked most of it. It seems as though it was always in a grove or orchard. They would feed us something that looked like poop on a cracker (yes poop). It had to have been some type of hallucinogen. There was always a man dressed as the pagan god Pan who was making us eat it. That was the one thing I always remembered. Sometimes I told my parents about it, but of course they blew it off as my wild imagination. Around the age of 14 it seems, the dreams ceased. Around that time,I met a boy who became a very close friend. He would give me a massage while we were skipping gym (not actual cutting, just "forgetting" to bring gym uniforms). I didn‘t realize at the time, but he was actually performing a healing and cleansing on me to remove the energies of my night sojourns. He would always start talking to me kind of low as he worked, friends sitting around us could never hear what was being said and would ask me, but I had no recollection. I just remember feeling so much lighter and joyful afterward.Not to mention the nightmares ending.

Throughout my schooling I took creative writing courses. I loved to write! Especially short stories. In elementary school I would go into my room and talk to my invisible friends (my family always said I talked to myself ;) Then I would just start writing these fantastic highly detailed stories. I actually saw myself as the main character, living that story, almost as though it was just a memory. I realize now, of course, it was a memory of a past life.

While I did continue to have some psychic weirdness moments in high school, they started fading out, or I stopped paying attention. I guess that’s around the time most of us Indigos were programmed to the best of societies’ ability.