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Showing posts with label forgiveness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label forgiveness. Show all posts

Sunday, January 15, 2012

A Message I Received Regarding Twin Flames


This is part of some personal information I was given a few months back. I was asking about my Twin Flame, because it seemed our meeting time had been postponed...again. After re~reading it a few minutes ago, I realized that the answer given me from my guides was something others may benefit from. While they did explain that everything is still on track, no worries, but we're keeping the 2 of you separate until you are standing in your own light. It will not work otherwise. Twin Flames MUST be equal pillars when they reunite, otherwise it can be toxic. Love the one your with, it's ok. Just remember you are your own person, you belong to you, you are the key to your own joy, peace, happiness, success. If you are suddenly having abnormally strong emotions about someone or something, take a few minutes to meditate on it. Do not disregard anything that comes to mind. Feel out the truth of that thought or idea, feel it in your heart. You will know if the thought is truth or not. Do not be surprised if what comes up is a past life memory, forgive, send some infinite love and gratitude and release. Free yourself, free your mind, free your life!
...now is the time for clearing up all lives on earth.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Releasing to the Violet Flame

This evening as I was meditating St. Germain came to me and preformed a violet flame activation. He explained that the activation was anchoring the violet flame within my heart to radiate out to the rest of the world, transmuting whatever denser energies I come in contact with. The violet flame, he explained, is the equal balance of Divine feminine and masculine energies which allows for the shifting of energy back to Love. I continued to meditate for a while and let the energies flow, when I realized that there were some denser spots in my energetic field. Of course I tried directing the flame to it, but it would surround the area, never absorbing it. So I asked St. Germain how this was possible...

“While the violet flame does transmute energy, it can only transmute that which you give it access to. If you have, as you say, negative feelings toward something or someone, you MUST release it to the violet flame. You must release ALL of it. Thank it, bless it, and forgive it; be “it” just an emotion, situation, relationship, whatever it is, it must be released! Then, and only then will the denser energies be transmuted.”

For emphasis, I was shown a picture of Gollum from Lord of the Rings holding on to his “precious”. The ring representing the emotional baggage we tend to hold on to.

Hmmmm...time to go within and release, release, release...Again...
~ Kili Amma
11/6/11 

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

I asked my guides for some insight on the current energies I/we have been experiencing... This is the acceleration you have been waiting for. This is the end of the darkness. These solar energies are helping to raise the vibration of not just this planet, but the whole solar system. With these incoming energies your bodies are also adjusting, coming more online with the Christ Consciousness grid. Many of you are experiencing a variety of symptoms, headaches, strong stabbing pains, sore throats, upper back and neck pain, sinus congestion or drainage, fatigue, and even cold symptoms. Most of this is caused by your body's vibration rising. As your vibration rises, the energy flow gets lighter and must clear out the denser energies, causing these symptoms. As you purge the lower energies from your bodies, the discomfort will dissipate. Take a few moments several times a day to breathe deep and focus on your heart, breathing in love and exhaling peace. Might we suggest using rosemary and lavender essential oils around your neck and throat areas to ease the energy flow and discomfort. A sea salt bath using the same oils will also be effective. As you are receiving these raw bursts of solar energy, realize it is assisting you in reaching your dreams. As your vibrations rise, you will manifest your thoughts quickly. Remember this! That which you think and believe will happen, will! That which you call forth with your voice will manifest when the vibration is right. Remember this as you go through your day and pay attention to the words you say and the thoughts you think. Some of you are thinking this is only in terms of “things”. We want you to understand this IT IS IN ALL THINGS YOU THOUGHTS AND WORDS CREATE YOUR LIFE! Thinking poorly about another can and will affect that relationship. Thinking something as simple as receiving poor service at a restaurant will attract that situation. Catch yourself, retrain yourself how to think and relearn how to be the master creator you truly are! Think love and be the love that you are to yourself and others! ~ We are the Counsil of Seven Channeled 10/25/11 Kili Amma

Monday, August 15, 2011

A Message from Archangel Michael

Beloveds we are with you today to discuss the changes and the energy shifts that are going on at this particular point in time. Right now with the way the planets are lined up there's been very strong energy, very agitated energy and this will continue on for several more weeks. Right now we are in the middle of a trine, three planets that are causing the most dramatic chaos with relationships and with just dealing with one another. We ask of you please, before you speak, think, in any situation whether it's with a friend, with a lover, with a coworker or with someone you run into at the store. Practice love, practice patience. Everyone is releasing and bringing up all this negative stuck emotions and that is what this planetary line up is for right now. Be patient with everyone. The more that you focus on the negative, the more negative that you throw out there, the more it's going to affect the Unity grid, the more it's going to affect the Christ Consciousness grid. The thoughts we think, the words we say, create your reality. And as you can see by the fires in London, the riots in London, the more chaos, the more chaotic thoughts, the more chaos ensues. We ask all of you to stay in your heart space. There are going to be many, many, many more uprisings all over the world. Everyone involved in it came here to participate in that situation, however, part of the learning process, was to learn to come from the heart and not to turn to the chaos. So we ask those of you who are awake enough to control your thoughts, to think positive. Anytime you have any of the negativity rising again, go into your heart space, look at the situation, forgive the person involved, forgive yourself, send out love, send out gratitude. This is imperative in order to make it though these changes that are coming up and this is going to continue on a few more years. We want you to know that if you are faltering, that if you are needing help, call on us, we are here. We love you unconditionally. Ask and we will be there for you.

~ Archangel Michael
channeled 8/10/2011 on http://www.blogtalkradio.com/spiritualimageproductions/2011/08/10/transmission-meditation-on-the-air-10-august-2011

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Forgiveness & Creation – The Counsel of Seven

Beloveds, we are here to discuss your freedom. Your mental and emotional freedom. What is this you ask? Don't I have free will? To this we say yes, beloveds you DO have free will. We just wish to give you a little assistance. As you are aware, forgiveness is the key to emotional and mental freedom. You MUST forgive yourself and the beings you are holding this emotional charge for. We hear you say, “I've released it, I forgave and yet I still keep thinking about it.” We would like to say to you that if there is still an emotional charge, then you have not released yourself or the other being. Might we suggest, that instead of holding on to the memory of the hurt, take a breath and think, why does this keep coming up? Then truly meditate on it and forgive and thank every being involved, including yourself. Remember, you and everyone involved agreed to experience that particular situation so that all beings involved could learn a lesson. Once you are able to look back on a situation and feel no negative emotional charge, you are free! With that freedom, you will be able to live by creation instead of re~creation. Begin focusing on what you would like to have happen and don't get caught up in the details. Be specific on what you want, but leave it to the Divine to bring it to you. For example, say you want to go on vacation. Focus on where you want to go and what you wish to do, feel the joy and gratitude. Do not focus on how the money for the trip will show up or how it is going to happen. Beloveds, when you focus on how something is going to work out, it puts limitations on how we can fulfill your wish. Why limit yourself, when the Divine is unlimited. We WANT to assist you. That is WHY we are with you. Just ask for what you want and KNOW you have been heard and you will receive it in Divine timing. As you clear yourself of negative thought processes and unforgiveness, you will see that you are more in the flow of creation and your dreams are unfolding!

~ The Counsel of Seven

Forgiveness Meditation
(Ho'oponopono based)

Close your eyes and focus on the recurring memory. Look at it from all sides, see everyone's point of view. Now look for your lesson, you will know it when you find it. Then Take a few moments to connect with everyone involved. Focusing one at a time. Say (a whisper is ok, but there does needs to be sound vibration involved) “ ________ I'm sorry, please forgive me, I thank you and I love you.” Feel your heart get lighter...now repeat until you can feel your heart is clear. Do this for everyone involved, including yourself, especially yourself! Now, if you continue to think these thoughts, keep doing it. There is usually something that has been missed and this is your soul's way of bringing it to the surface to be cleansed. You will know when you have truly released and forgiven when you revisit the memory and there is no longer an emotional charge. Be patient with yourself, this will take time!

~6/25/11
Kelly Murphy

Sunday, June 12, 2011

A Message to My Fellow Way-showers

Fellow Way~showers, warriors, light~workers of the world ~ the time is now! It is time to get past our fears and start doing what we came here to do. The old paradigm is fading, old beliefs are no longer acceptable. This is a NEW WORLD we are stepping into and we are the ones to show the way. We really need to connect and be present with the Divine, opening both our hearts and minds. Learn to trust your intuition and follow it's guidance for it truly is the voice of your I AM presence. Time is speeding up, lessons that would have taken a year to learn through experience are taking less than a week. We as a group are awakening at record speed and we are the ones to show the way. Most of what we know about god and the planet's history is not truth or is old information that will not work in our new paradigm. Discernment is necessary, listen to your heart and feel if the information you are receiving is truth. You can tell the difference as you sit at a lecture, watch a video, read a book or a post online, the energy is flat, there's no movement. That is when you need to take a moment to connect to the Divine and ask “what is the lesson here?” Listen to that voice, it is the voice of truth, the confirmation is in your heart. You also know in your heart what you need to do. Many of us have spent so much time saying “I don't know what I'm here for. I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing!” all the while the voice of truth keeps quietly repeating the answer and fear blocks it from registering. Take a step out of your comfort zone and just do it! We are supported now, there really is nothing to fear. Share your light, share your love, share your “gifts”, share your insights! The world needs you! Show the way! We really ARE the ones we've been waiting for!



Namaste ~ <3 ~



Kili'Amma (Kelly Murphy)

6/12/11

Saturday, January 22, 2011

The Begining...

I’ll be honest, I’m a little nervous about starting this. I have procrastinated to the point my Divine helpers are about to get the 2x4’s out, lol! This blog is more or less the story of my awakening…

So  I guess I need to start at the beginning.  I didn’t realize the beginning meant the beginning of this lifetime, lol. I was born in Orlando, Fl. under the sign of Cancer (now Gemini). My folks unknowingly gave me 2 warrior names to go with my warrior last name.  Apparently I had changed my mind about coming here because I almost died right after birth. The doctors didn’t get all the mucus out and I got an extended stay in ICU, where I apparently decided I would stay and do what I came here to do.

When I was a kid I always “knew” things. I knew when my grandpa went into the hospital. I knew when one of my close friend drowned when we were 7.  I’d even just know about some big event on the news before it happened. Whenever I told my parents they would look at me funny and tell me I was weird or making it up. Sometimes they’d tell me not to say anything about it. Most of the time they’d just ignore it. It wasn't that they didn't care, they just didn't want to believe I could know things like that and they did not know how to handle it.

I never realized I was different from most kids until my friend Paul died. He was a good friend, lived 2 doors down from us. He had snuck out to go swimming and slipped on a rock and hit his head. His family thought he was in his room since he was on restriction. I don’t think they ever forgave themselves. Anyway, my mom and I were on our way home and I saw and ambulance turning at the stop sign in front of us. I screamed “Mom it’s Paul he’s dying!”. She tried to calm me down and tell me it wasn’t, but I KNEW. When we got home Paul’s dad and brother were on their way to the hospital and quickly told my mom what happened. We went inside and while later the phone rang to tell us he didn’t make it. I knew because he came to color with me one last time before he crossed. When we went to the funeral, I asked my friends if they had talked to him before he crossed, and they looked at me as if I were strange. That was when I learned that sharing things like that was bad, so, I quit talking about it.

When I was little I used to have really vivid dreams. Many of them were of dark pagan rituals. In the dreams I would fly out of the house and meet with a group of kids I never knew in my waking time. They were physical beings while I was traveling in my light body. Three of the boys were brothers and their father was the leader (priest) in the ritual. I would always “jump” into the younger one to protect him from the abuse perpetrated during these rituals. His spirit was in there too, it was like I was his shield. This went on into my early teens. I could never remember the “dreams” sometimes I would remember bits and pieces of it, but my mind blocked most of it. It seems as though it was always in a grove or orchard. They would feed us something that looked like poop on a cracker (yes poop). It had to have been some type of hallucinogen. There was always a man dressed as the pagan god Pan who was making us eat it. That was the one thing I always remembered. Sometimes I told my parents about it, but of course they blew it off as my wild imagination. Around the age of 14 it seems, the dreams ceased. Around that time,I met a boy who became a very close friend. He would give me a massage while we were skipping gym (not actual cutting, just "forgetting" to bring gym uniforms). I didn‘t realize at the time, but he was actually performing a healing and cleansing on me to remove the energies of my night sojourns. He would always start talking to me kind of low as he worked, friends sitting around us could never hear what was being said and would ask me, but I had no recollection. I just remember feeling so much lighter and joyful afterward.Not to mention the nightmares ending.

Throughout my schooling I took creative writing courses. I loved to write! Especially short stories. In elementary school I would go into my room and talk to my invisible friends (my family always said I talked to myself ;) Then I would just start writing these fantastic highly detailed stories. I actually saw myself as the main character, living that story, almost as though it was just a memory. I realize now, of course, it was a memory of a past life.

While I did continue to have some psychic weirdness moments in high school, they started fading out, or I stopped paying attention. I guess that’s around the time most of us Indigos were programmed to the best of societies’ ability.